Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I am out of my mind and so lost

I found I am out of my mind today; I get up early and put on my dress without zipping the zip on the right side and go out like that, then I find out 30min later in the office. It’s a pretty embarrassing situation and I know it would be even more embarrassing if I did not carry a huge bag on my right exactly covering the zip. This is the kind of things that never happen before and hopefully, never happen again in the further.

I just know one thing I am a bit lost or out of my mind, but not depressed or crazy. That’s a good ting. I can accept the fact as it is and do not need to make up stories and lies to make myself feel better. Although life is not under control in some sense, I know I would survive form all the messy. Once in a while, I mess every thing up in my life and start all over again. Now it is the time and the zip thing is a sign.

But still, what I did today is really stupid and embarrassing. How can I get myself back to normal?

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